Tuesday, November 3, 2009

this week, a yr ago, and 2 yrs ago...

I miscarried @ 8wks Nov 07. 3 weeks before our wedding in Vegas. Then, last year I miscarried @ 9 weeks. Yes, almost a year to the day. Last year was horrific. 2 ER visits, then hemmoraging @ home, emergency D&C @ hospital the next day...
Here I am pregnant again. It is the 1st week in November, again...
13weeks and 2 days, today. I have had a RAGING headache since Sunday, have been running a low grade fever, and vomiting. Now on a diet of bread :( Have ER clinical today (12hrs in a hospital following a nurse). I hate school! I want to be done.
Scared. Want to think positively, but so many memories.