this week, a yr ago, and 2 yrs ago...

I miscarried @ 8wks Nov 07. 3 weeks before our wedding in Vegas. Then, last year I miscarried @ 9 weeks. Yes, almost a year to the day. Last year was horrific. 2 ER visits, then hemmoraging @ home, emergency D&C @ hospital the next day...
Here I am pregnant again. It is the 1st week in November, again...
13weeks and 2 days, today. I have had a RAGING headache since Sunday, have been running a low grade fever, and vomiting. Now on a diet of bread :( Have ER clinical today (12hrs in a hospital following a nurse). I hate school! I want to be done.
Scared. Want to think positively, but so many memories.

Halloween Weekend

Wow, it's going to be a crazy weekend! Tonight we have a football practice, baseball game, and Big one is going to go stay with a friend that lives out of town tonight (they are coming tomorrow for the weekend). Tomorrow Amazing hubby is going to pick up princess (about 4 hrs round trip), we have a football game, a Harvest Fest @ the elementary school for little one, and a Halloween party tomorrow night. Sunday is Cowboys football, and the 4hr round trip to take princess home(middle one and I).
THEN! next week I have my NT screening on Wednesday, test on Thursday, fly to island on Friday, sis' wedding on Sat, fly home Sun, SLEEP....
O MY, all of this while being 13weeks prego!

12 weeks

Went in to my appt with middle one. He was so over it. Bored. Whatever. He actually smiled when he heard the heartbeat, but don't tell anyone, he's too cool for that. Heartrate was 160 today. Everything seems fine! Scheduled my NT scan. The 4th, 3 days before my sis' wedding (destination wedding!). Maybe we'll know the sex??
How far along?: 12 weeks
Total weight gain: I just got back to my pre-pregnancy weight
Maternity clothes: yes :(
Sleep: Can't get enough
Best moment of the week: Hearing the heartbeat (160)
Movement: Not yet
Gender: maybe @ NTscreening next week
Food cravings: nothing. maybe milk or cheese
Labor signs: No way jose
Bell button in or out: In
What I miss most: Dr Pepper
What I'm looking forward to: finding out the sex, feeling the baby move,
Weekly wisdom:
Milestones: Baby is size of a Plum :)

Taco Bueno

Yeah, so I love Taco Bueno's party bean burritos. Well, not as much after last night...
I was down to the last bite when a wave of nausea overtook me. I tried to pull over quickly to spit out the bite, but as I pulled over middle one and little one broke out in laughter! I was throwing up on my truck & they are laughing hysterically!!
story of my life....

Typical Saturday...

Little one has football @ 1:30. Middle one has a baseball game @ 7:00 (which he has to attend even though he has a broken thumb). My sister's bachelorette is this evening. Hubby has to help a friend repair an apt floor ruined by puppy. Hubby has to find a suit for the wedding 2 weeks away. I have to pick up my bridesmaid dress and pray it fits. And all I want to do is sleep and vomit. Gonna be a great day....

BFP

I've made it to 11 weeks 4 days! After miscarrying Nov 07 & Nov 08 I never thought we would ever be here.
I want to know the sex so bad! It better be a girl, or he's grounded!

8 weeks

8 weeks as of yesterday! I am so excited I can't think about anything else! Especially after being 5 wks into my cycle, starting progesterone to start period, and then testing positive 8 days later. Dr said I was not ovulating, wouldn't get preg, and would probably need fertility drugs next yr. Sure surprised him!


I worry CONSTANTLY (angel baby 2 years in a row Nov -9wks, Nov -5wks). So November scares me to death... Both were while on birth control pill, so this is TOTALLY different. But, I am still scared.

Harry is excited too, which is hilarious because the day he walked in our room and found the 2 BFP's he didn't even acknowledge them. He thought maybe they were from before, and that I was cleaning out the closet. (Who keeps urine for a year after a miscarriage?? not me!) We constantly joke about names - his 1st suggestions were Bella jr - after our yorkie poo, and Quint. Obviously if it is a boy he will be #5, so quint might just be a nickname. However, recently he's thrown out lovely suggestions like Thor, Hercules, Maximus, etc...

M/S is all day long, nose bleeds, diarrhea, BLOATING, and allergies from h#ll....loving every minute of it. Often think this little one is out to get me, but as long as it gets here safe and sound it's all worth it.

Loving my DH, my 4 kids, and my rasberry on the way.

Brit